Today is 02.20.20. This is post 123.
The steps of a good man are ordered by the Lord; and He delights in his way. (Psalm) 37:23.
If we want to live out of our deepest desires and follow our passion in life we have to learn to let go and give up the control. Watch the leaves on trees let go every Autumn. I stood under a tree today and watched them gently flutter to the ground, yellow and golden wings of wisdom.
Controlling behaviour is rooted in fear; perhaps fear of failure or fear of taking risks.
Perfect love casts out fear. Get around people you can be real with about your fears. People who are skilled at speaking truth with love; no judgement or condemnation.